About the way You Feel About Me....

What if I really Cared about The way you Feel About Me....

If I really cared, I would surround myself with objects, people and situations which are conducive to How You Think I should Function.

Now isn't that ridiculous? 

let me explain...

I fully enjoy the way laying back in the deep leather covered seats of a Jaguar feels against my Body...As I ride down the street blasting Earth, Wind and Fire, with a nice pinner...

But you want me to catch a cold walking to the train station to be exposed to tuberculosis while sitting my precious ass on a hard ass seat with snot on the side...

 And I should also say...

I fully appreciate the way a Hot Pink Liz Claiborne Silk Blouse, a pair of Custom Gold and Jet Black  2 inch  pumps  and a Hand made purple sequinned cashmere scarf from Egypt   wraps my body just right...

But you would have me shopping at Rainbow on a budget, on a sale day with a coupon...

The aroma of Wild Orchids, Arden's Red Door  and Coconut combined all over my body drives not only me crazy but everyone around me is entranced also ...

And you pick up Suave from the Dollar Store and expect me to enjoy all that alcohol itching me to death...

If I really cared about the way you feel about me...

I would only be worth the pennies you attempt to spend on me ...
Chuckle Chuckle

 Its a real Good thing, You are Replaced by ME!

 I AM FULLY AWARE OF HOW I FEEL ABOUT ME!

SO, NO, I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT ME...

IT IS WHAT IT IS

IRRITATED, OVERDOSED ON BENADRYL AND SMOKING A CIGARETTE,
ADDORE BLK

About His Feelings...

What if I really cared about his feelings...

 

Would it make any difference?

Maybe to him it would. HE WOULD VIEW ME AS AN EMOTIONALLY STABLE pick of the crop and he could dump all of his ex wife, ex girlfriend, ex cut buddy baggage all on me.

Like oh, she is so supportive and has my back,

which  sounds completely different in my head.

 I hear , She can deal with all the damage done to me that other women inflicted, and I dont have to work as hard for her to understand me. I can cut corners and do the bare minimum.
All so he can use that as an excuse to not treat me as a Queen. And that Shit is totally Mean .

If I really cared about his feelings...
 It would matter to me how he was hurting right now. But did he care as he told  ENDLESS STORIES , about what she did wrong, or what she didn't appreciate. But he kept spoiling her. He still brought fancy gifts, paid all the bills, and relished her with his all. And now that she has shown her true colors.Back to me he came. Like I was the end of the game.
I HEAR YOU! 

Singing your sad song about how she did you wrong.

 Poor emotional man is all sad because the woman he wanted so much, was only out to use him for all that he had. And now when he comes to me he's mad. Why should I acknowledge how he feels. He choose the fake and I was REAL! 

What If I really cared about his feelings ...
and decided to be with him. Would I be sacrificing what I want? YES!

Would I get what I deserve?

Probably not because now he is destroyed, used up, a mess... OH HE WILL RECOVER with another, because I refuse to repair a man another woman broke. While I sat back and watched.

So, I do not care about his feelings because they do not pertain to me.

She did those things to you and YOU ALLOWED it..

 NOW LIVE WITH THE CHOICE YOU MADE!

 

 Not Caring about His feelings,

 

ADDOREBLK