About the way You Feel About Me....

What if I really Cared about The way you Feel About Me....

If I really cared, I would surround myself with objects, people and situations which are conducive to How You Think I should Function.

Now isn't that ridiculous? 

let me explain...

I fully enjoy the way laying back in the deep leather covered seats of a Jaguar feels against my Body...As I ride down the street blasting Earth, Wind and Fire, with a nice pinner...

But you want me to catch a cold walking to the train station to be exposed to tuberculosis while sitting my precious ass on a hard ass seat with snot on the side...

 And I should also say...

I fully appreciate the way a Hot Pink Liz Claiborne Silk Blouse, a pair of Custom Gold and Jet Black  2 inch  pumps  and a Hand made purple sequinned cashmere scarf from Egypt   wraps my body just right...

But you would have me shopping at Rainbow on a budget, on a sale day with a coupon...

The aroma of Wild Orchids, Arden's Red Door  and Coconut combined all over my body drives not only me crazy but everyone around me is entranced also ...

And you pick up Suave from the Dollar Store and expect me to enjoy all that alcohol itching me to death...

If I really cared about the way you feel about me...

I would only be worth the pennies you attempt to spend on me ...
Chuckle Chuckle

 Its a real Good thing, You are Replaced by ME!

 I AM FULLY AWARE OF HOW I FEEL ABOUT ME!

SO, NO, I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT ME...

IT IS WHAT IT IS

IRRITATED, OVERDOSED ON BENADRYL AND SMOKING A CIGARETTE,
ADDORE BLK

About His Feelings...

What if I really cared about his feelings...

 

Would it make any difference?

Maybe to him it would. HE WOULD VIEW ME AS AN EMOTIONALLY STABLE pick of the crop and he could dump all of his ex wife, ex girlfriend, ex cut buddy baggage all on me.

Like oh, she is so supportive and has my back,

which  sounds completely different in my head.

 I hear , She can deal with all the damage done to me that other women inflicted, and I dont have to work as hard for her to understand me. I can cut corners and do the bare minimum.
All so he can use that as an excuse to not treat me as a Queen. And that Shit is totally Mean .

If I really cared about his feelings...
 It would matter to me how he was hurting right now. But did he care as he told  ENDLESS STORIES , about what she did wrong, or what she didn't appreciate. But he kept spoiling her. He still brought fancy gifts, paid all the bills, and relished her with his all. And now that she has shown her true colors.Back to me he came. Like I was the end of the game.
I HEAR YOU! 

Singing your sad song about how she did you wrong.

 Poor emotional man is all sad because the woman he wanted so much, was only out to use him for all that he had. And now when he comes to me he's mad. Why should I acknowledge how he feels. He choose the fake and I was REAL! 

What If I really cared about his feelings ...
and decided to be with him. Would I be sacrificing what I want? YES!

Would I get what I deserve?

Probably not because now he is destroyed, used up, a mess... OH HE WILL RECOVER with another, because I refuse to repair a man another woman broke. While I sat back and watched.

So, I do not care about his feelings because they do not pertain to me.

She did those things to you and YOU ALLOWED it..

 NOW LIVE WITH THE CHOICE YOU MADE!

 

 Not Caring about His feelings,

 

ADDOREBLK

 

 

I WORSHIP THE DJ

LOVE LETTERS TO NO-ONE

written by: xoxoChelle

Dear DJ Lovers,

Know that Our ADDICTION to the one that spins AWAY OUR WORRIES is perfectly Normal. DJ Worship is the basis of the MUSIC Sales.

"If The Dance Floor is My Heaven then the DJ is My GOD!"

repeated by many but current author unknown...

That being said, I have a question for you all...

Who is your favorite DJ GOD or GODDESS? Perhaps one of each.. No matter. We are here to focus on how they influenced your emotions, your body and your soul and YOUR POCKET as you Danced the Night Away, Or Sang, Or harmonized, or screamed! What did your DJ Gift to YOU? Why did you download that song, buy that CD and why is everyone Playing your song everywhere?

Ok so it was a series of questions...#asiwassaying

The DJ is Responsible for hearing the sounds of how his or her audience will feel. The control of the energy flow is solely dependent on the presence of the DJ GOD in the house! So who's music will they play? Their goal is to create an environment where everyone else be "on the level" and spread the vibes world wide. DJ's drive it All! A DJ who is worshiped properly by his or her followers and you, will create your market and expose you to buyers worldwide. Connect with the right GOD and make it happen. I'm just saying. #worshipthedj

What singer, songwriter, producer doesn't want to hear their Talent Contribution all over the World? Duh...

DJ PLAYS MUSIC =SALES of your BRAND!

Join Forces with THE GODS! SUPPORT THEM AND THEY WILL SUPPORT YOU!

ON AN INTERESTING SIDENOTE:

And now for a bit of a flashback Soundtrack. At this time in my short lived and apparently Twisted Life, I was exploring my relationship with the music industry by drowning myself in the Life of it All! Hours of dancing later , sometimes free mostly paid, years of studying the in and outs of social practice in the entertainment world, tons of articles, many concerts, plays, events, and travels to night clubs around the world has brought me to this conclusion. I AM A MUSICAL JUNKIE IN SEARCH OF MORE. AND THIS DJ STARTED IT ALL.

This is one of my favorite DJ's in the world. I was grinding and paving the way for this moment and all of it matter simply when he played.Everyone wanted to know what my career was. My Career was Prospecting and Connecting... and it still is. Thank you for existing. DJHOMERD! We have some new new for ya!

----> Click here for an exclusive interview with @djhomerd over 20 yrs in The business, SEA 2013 Nashville, Tennessee ...Still spinning the Hard Copy LP's

For the Love of More,

xoxoChelle

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I DID NOT Do it!

All Rise...for Your honor Judge DontJudge!

We are in review of the case of  #2Chuckelzdaclown vs. The State of the Mass Media & Boring Marketing Techniques

Judge DontJudge: 2ChuckelzdaClown, How do you Plea?

I #2ChukelzdaClown, hereby testify that as the Public Representative for The Universal  Society of ex-GuttaHoestransitioning2Badbitches SistaHood of the JollyGreenLovers and Infidels without a Prayer in Rehabilitated Bliss(took in a breath of air) that I Never Took that Last piece of Carrot Cake. Nor did I miss my appointment at the health dept, (Negative bitches!,maybe...) or tell that nigga that he was the man of my dreams while I was Sober, I did not Run from that spider with the violin on its back, or Write the letter in question in third person.
That's my story and I'm sticking to...

JudgeDon'tJudge:
Somebody read the statement In Question...

Random Reader:(clears he/she's throat"

Here is a tale of Awakening and Revival. Today I was Transported By Thought to altered-dimensions beyond human understanding. In those Alternated places, if ever there was anything I desired, All I need do was make a universal plea of manifestation... and hence, it were mine...Supernaturally Divine all the Time!

    As a participating Team being in that dimension, I was what the others called a  Prospector. (a superhero) whose primary directive allowed me to be a connector for exclusive Entrepreneurs who GAVE BIRTH TO  their own SPECIALTY Niche Markets to OTHERS OF THEIR SAME SPECIES. They Are Different, I cant explain right NOW.
    For instance...On the website http://www.linkedin.com/in/thegoteamlife My recent Charge , as The Prospector is
Dino Puglia, who is in search of a position as a traveling Master of Ceremonies. He is experienced in professional  wrestling, unique talents...blah blah (imjustsaying) blah...check him out. and with my super powers as A PROSPECTOR I am able to CONNECT my Charges to  Opportunity Leads which they Seek simply by putting my thoughts into Words.

And I travel in this Zone from  place to place in a Jet Black Luxury Crossover named Black Bytch with a Bright Purple Cape and some Skater shoes on while my theme music (Fantasy by Earth Wind & Fire ) Is always playing in the Background. My Only sustenance In this Environmentally Enhanced place is Grapenuts and pomegranate leaves. I have only 20 grand Vodka infused with Cognac to drink and my faithful side kick is actually a Team Of Brides-Maids wearing Purple Mini-Skirts and thigh high Boots!

Here I am single, there I am Married to a Gangsta Rapper/ Producer with Gold teeth, gold all on his Chain , if you don't believe me just Watch! And he has tattooed across his Back GoTeam Forever! I know this is real therefore...

I am writing this down because when I try to explain to others who I really am, No one believes me. I attempt to share What my mission is (see prime directive above), When I am Ready (Alwaz) Where I can be Everywhere, and How With Your Team! They still think its game...Maybe I'm writing this down so that I have record of my thoughts when the dejavu happens. Or maybe I'm writing this to myself, for myself ,by myself,  just so I know its Real!

Oh and they sent me back with a message for anyone who finds this note...We Are Out Here, Everywhere, We Are Here...Connect With Us.  I'm not crazy self.. let me stop myself from writing... stop! stop! stop!

chucklechuckle

Judge DontJudge: And you are telling this court that as of this very moment You did not write this letter?

Well, (deep breath)
I #ChucklezdaClown,  hereby testify that As the Public Representative for The Universal  Society of ex-GuttaHoestransitioning2Badbitches SistaHood of the JollyGreenLovers and Infidels without a Prayer in Rehabilitated Bliss(took in a breath of air) that ...

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